WHAT THE F....

Sorry friends ...,

that have been putting all his effort in VB .

This year end with nothing !

WE CAN WIN !

Even though it's the last game !

Why did you not focusing on OUR match ....

Hey man ,

It's OUR match!

You are the one who came and tell me that....

"I WANNA JOIN " the game...

Then only I let you in ....

Then ,

What happen today ?

We can win the match !

Every match just left few more balls ...

It's just few more !

OKAY !

You still have time , but for the form five...

It's our last year ! ! !

I told you not to dream since the first match with BM ....

Then ,

I repeat again and again !

Acting you were pro !

Then when performing ,

Everything comes to nothing!

When training I'm not firm with you all ...

And I try before to be very strict with you all ...

Then you all told me that it's just training ....

Then OKAY ! now what coming out !

SELFISH , SELF PRIDE SHAME ON YOU !!!!

Now only I notice that I'm STUPID !

Putting the one that knows how to play to SUB ...

Letting you in ....

ERGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God , why did you torture me like this !

SORRY....

Really SORRY ....

It's my fault ....

Tears can't stop streaming down...

Dunno why ....

Crying all the day...

Eyes paining all the day ...

The worst thing is ...

The first time feeling that crying from heart ...

RELAX RELAX .....

Teacher keep telling me to relax but I just can't !

"THEY" ask me "Is there anymore match tomorrow"?

OMG ....

Feel like wanna give them a slap...

Friends trying to cheer me up ...

But i just .....

Really sorry ...

DAMN IT !

:(

The last game,

We can totally 100% win SB...

But why ?

Find someone to explain to me !

The other ONE ...

Keep changing the position during the match ...

Then you just don't think that it's work

Say truly is not effective ...

Excuse of TIRED ...

Then I prepare energy bar for you all ...

Why don't you all just take it !

Not to talk about attitude....

You know your own business

T T Tone of homework some more...

Have to rush again ,

Haiz ......

Wondering is there another wonderful day coming up.......

Broken - Hearted

很累，

很想睡，

躺在床上，

不知不觉眼泪又流下了。。。

完全失常。。。

今天本来可以赢的，

但却把失败带回了学校。

队友们加油！！！

明天有演讲比赛，

但，

稿还没开始背。。。

背不进脑，

很想放弃。。。。

明天又得见那班 ‘猪’

第一次，

心理真的流泪了。。。

今晚，又得熬夜了。。。。。。TT

:(

Again....? :(

今天又被挨骂了。。。

英文老师啊！

他很疼我的。。。

可是，被骂了今天。。。

今天没心情练球 。。。

队友们看见了我，也没心练了。。。

老师们很麻烦。。。

需要用那样的语气吗？

很讨厌，

FILA那边出了很多是。。。

希望赶得上！

队友们明天加油！

今年把冠军夺回校! :)

Another Frustration Day !

Haiz... reach there late today ,

that cause us have to agree the title of our debate ...

"Negara Malaysia MasIh Memerlukan Pekerja Asing"

So the result is ......we lose the competition ...

Unfair!!!

We are the one who supposed to withdraw not the teacher !!!

Then later afternoon going tuition ...

Last night just slept for half hour ...

Feel tired and accidentally slept on class ...

Teacher scold again !!!

Erghh !!!

So I have to force myself to open my eyes until the end of class ...

Reach home around 8 pm...

Check phone ....

OMG 109 MISSED CALLS !

Sorry girls ...

Teacher can't help you all to register in the tournament ...

Don't feel sad , I try and coax teacher again ...

My pidato ...

This few days have no mood to memorize it ...

Feel like want to jump into the river now !!!

To have calm down myself ...

Tomorrow morning have tournament with teacher ...

Guys fully prepare at home and kick teacher out from the court !

Will try to have a meet with SINAR BINTANG this Friday ...

So be ready !!!

Tired !!!

Have to complete school works some more !!!

Unlucky Day :(

Today skipped my school ,

But have to go back to school ,

Volleyball training ,

Makes me fell exhausted .

Thought something good will happen today ,

Unfortunately , have been scold by teacher ,

Teachers were going through one by one today,

''Where is Johnathan?" keep asking by teacher ,

Last day practice of BM debate !

Get news that i can't pull out myself from the BM Forum!

Really upset !

Lack of ideas and points about debate ...

Was wondering what result will get tomorrow ...

Haven't prepare for the debate !

Volleyball Team !

Please stop making troubles !

I've had enough on it already !

Not serious during practising ,

Making fun's ,

Gather around ,

Keep chatting when the game is on ,

OKAY !!! I'm enough of it already so STOP IT !

I've been having headache on your shirts ....shorts

and even your permission to come out to have training during P&P

So please do understand me ....

There have been too much things for me to have worry ,

So , behave yourself ....

Stop all of the compliments that coming out from teacher ...

You all have to know what is ...,

If you guys do wrong thing or disobey the school rules during training ...

I'm the one that get it from all of the teacher ...

Please don't let teacher think that I'm the one who manipulated all of the things !

Today was an unlucky day .

Hoping a great day for tomorrow !

BYE 22th March !

Shit ! Totally Shit This Time !

Ergh !

Now only realize ...

Still haven't prepare for my

Perbahasan , Public Speaking , Pidato...

Why?

Why is it everything comes on March !

Wanna give up !

Teacher don't let ...

Who can help me !

I'm now totally lost ...

Which one should I do first ?

Understand ? Yes or No !

To : FCUK

Don't act stupid !

I know you did do something or tell something on her ...

Please don't interupt our WORLD !

Don't you try to disrupt us !

Understand !

You also don't be so selfish ...

Think too much everyday ....

Come on girl ...

You have to trust on me ...

OKAY !!!

Celine Dion - The Power Of Love

The Power Of Love ,

Is in our heart ,

So do not worry anything else ,

I'm your man and you are my girl ,

That's only thing you have to remember !

冷静 ！

我们冷静一段时间吧。。。

真的别让我觉得爱上了你是错的选择。。。

不用在打给我了我是不会接的。。。

她的朋友们。。。谢谢你们的关心，

就让我们自己解决吧。。。

你一直说有问题，但又不肯说，

你真的让我发狂了！！！

不懂！ 真的越来越不懂你。。。

请体谅一下我 ，我真的很累，不是特地的我又惹你生气了。。。最近真的很忙。我真的不是特地的 ！爱上了我会使你觉得累吗？这就是我的生活，都这么多年了，你还没习惯吗？我真的不懂你在想什么？好久没牵着你的手了，冷落了你是我的错，但你也得告诉我啊！让你对我失去信心也是我的错。。。我看，我们还是冷静一下吧。。。家里的问题我会解决，你不用担心我。
已经一个星期多没见到你了，不晓得你在做什么。。。没听你的电活，是因为我。。。我不知道要和你讲些什么。。。你到底懂不懂啊你。。。别让我觉得爱上了你是一中负担，好吗？

好了。。。。不想再说下去了。。。就让我们互相的冷静吧。

You & Me 你与我

-Sing-
Forget how to sing ...
B4 that ~ start singing is because of you ,
Have you forgotten me ...
Really would like to know how is your world ,
Don't forgot me ...
Making a choice is really difficult ...
Should i really let go of you ?

Sing is between you and me ...
"It's" broken now ...
What should i do ?
I have should know that broken things can't be fixed no matter how hard i try ...

I've been missing you all the time ,
How about you ,
Have you ever have thinking about me ...
I know things have changed ,
And I accept the way it is too ,
But I simply can't stop the felings falling for you .

FILA Thank you!!!!

Have been sponsor by FILA ...

Just got the news .....

Can't imagine !!!!

Friends , please put more effort on VB !!

Okie , have to go !!

OMG !! I saw that FUXKER!!!

Around 9.30 p.m went out and have dinner with sis...

Car no fuel ...

Sis go to petrol station ...

OMG , they were in front of me...

When form 3 ...

Have been kidnapped by them ...

THEY WERE SMILING AT ME !!!

Tell sis then , sis said what can we do !

Oh , tommorow morning , i will sure go to that station i have that CCTV tape ...!

Smile with me some more go to hell lar !!!

SORRY FOR SAYING BAD WORDS BUT I HAVE TO !!

FUXKER FUXKER FUXKER !!!!!!!!!!

Can't sleep tonight ...

Why lah let me saw back them ...

They haven't die yet !!!! ?

Spoiled my mood ...

Sister said to me past is past but .....

The feeling ....ermm..... you will never forget !

If i saw them again sure i go TUMBUK them !!!

Ergh!!!!! Sprained my leg again .

My ankle injured again !!!
It's more painful then b4 ...
When is it going to recover !

Weird !!!!
Put a lot of sunblock ...
But still get sun burn ...
Wanna get my skin tissues back ...

Friends thanks for helping ...
Another meaningful day ...
Have to start studying back ...

Mr. Dave dun get mad on me ...
Situation will return as normal ...
Work will upcoming to you ASAP !
XD !!!

Miss you'll very much ...
Still having strong memories on you'll
Recovered?
SORRY SORRY SORRY ! ! !

New friend from Chong Hwa

Wah .... another happy week , but get darker because of helping it ! Last year of it ,can't join feel unhappy but nvm ,will try my best on the upcoming volleyball competition .

At the first day of it , already get scolded by teacher....haiz....but our whole body and shoe were wet but teacher still don't allowed us to wear slipper . I was damm feel unhappy on it! At that week help many people that get injured , but not much that said thanks to me. Get fever on the last day . I felt like just wanna lie down on the ambulance car cause i'm the only guy that helping it . Main thing is teacher said that i get profit on it cause many other school girls come towards me and called me to help them massage ! OMG ! They were just lining up and wait for me , i find and excuse than call for friends help and just flew away . Thanks Shi Wen for helping me ! My school freiends (girl) said that I'm weak , please lar ,......i get fever because of helping the Chong Hwa freiends to go backed to his camp at the third day, so don't blame me on the forth day that I went to the Chong Hwa camp and escaped from you'll.

My perbahasan was in slow progressing and my public speaking !!! Erghh who can just lend me his or her brain . I was damm stress man on this few days ! Pidato some more ...feel like just wanna quit my debate...

Aizh !!!!